Sunday

MEMORIES AND MYSTERIES (with New Journaling Prompts Added)

"Painting with the Moon," Copyright 2011, D.M.S. All rights reserved.

We landed the Lear Jet on a small airstrip in Socorro, New Mexico. I was a passenger with a few other presenters I'd invited to facilitate new employee orientations. I specialized in organizational development and training. In a room not far from the landing strip, I discovered an antique wooden chest and wondered what was inside. As my musings evolved, I imagined a story unfolding. Eventually, I wrote a song about it which I now use to teach discernment, life re-visioning, and social justice. Here is the song:

Memory or a Mystery (a Waltz)

In an old cedar chest left inside my hotel room
I found a tapestry made on a loom.
Created by someone I never will know--
I thought I heard a voice from long ago.

Chorus:
My life is changing me even as I weave,
And when this day's only a memory or a mystery
I hope the cloth that I've woven is still speaking well of me...
When today is only a memory or a mystery.

When the roads I have chosen are woven in my life
So many colored threads will show the signs
Of deep summer kisses and blue pearl moons
With each love and heartache my soul ever knew...

Chorus:
My life is changing me even as I weave,
And when this day's only a memory or a mystery
I hope the cloth that I've woven is still speaking well of me
When today is only a memory or a mystery.
                                                                      Copyright 2000, D.M. Solis

Coincidentally, Socorro is the town where my mum was born. It was while doing the "corporate thing" on the trip to this town, that I reconnected with my ancestry. In my Italian Marco Brelli pumps and Evan Pincone petite suit, I stood high on a bluff overlooking the changing colors of the desert on the mesas in the valley below. The sun was hot but the breeze was cool. In it I could almost hear my grandmother's voice from my childhood, how her soft humming would ease my restlessness as she cradled me in her arms.With the fine red dust of Socorro on my shoes, I took the corporate jet back to California. Not long after that my passions for the arts and social justice led me on a new adventure that would change my life completely.

For Your Journal (A few timed writings--don't worry about spelling or punctuation--just write):

1. Tell about a moment in time, what I like to call "a threshold moment," when you could see your past and your future, when you knew the next step was going to literally or figuratively take you from one phase of your life or journey to the next. (5 minutes.)

2. Tell about a mysterious box, bag, curtain, door, pathway, road, garden, room, corridor, elevator floor, lobby, or alley. (5 minutes. Go for 10).

3. Tell about a loss, frustration, failure, or sadness you've been holding onto from long ago or yesterday. Tell how your life would be improved if you cold finally, really let it go. Describe the act of "turning the page" or taking a new road. What will that feel like? What would it mean to you or others if you could do that? Where might it lead you? (Take all the time you need.)